Sunday, October 14, 2007

Since I last posted all I've been doing is drawing. Well, with the exception of working. Working at a toy store is out of control. A woman came in looking to return some Webkins and, well, you really can't do that due to the secret code on the tag they come with. ANYWAY, she threw a fit when we told her she couldn't. She decided to stand outside the store for an hour and try to scare away customers. Okay.
But drawing makes me excited. There's a reason I didn't get good grades in too many of my art classes the last few years and there's also a reason why I didn't take AP Art this year. I never handed the homeworks in on time and on certain projects I didn't put as much effort in as I should of. That's okay though, it's okay considering I'm starting to love art again yet I lack materials I really would like to use..charcoal pencils, pastels and colored pencils in addition to many other things. But I was sitting on DeviantArt.com for hours and ... it made me feel like a shitty artist, in comparison to the peices on there. But then I considered the thousands of peices that were worse than mine and it made me feel a little more confident. But if i'm drawing something I love (most of what I've been drawing consists of wolves and Keira Knightley) which makes me more motivated.
I got into a huge fight with my parents, mostly my stepdad about driving. It was frivilous and idiotic but for another week the only places I'm allowed to drive to include school and work. Ugh! I'm so frustrated, work was terrible today, but the specifics I'll spare whomever is reading. Bye.

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